Another thing I have always wondered was what if one small thing was to change about me? What influence would it have on me and the people around me? How drastically would my life change? Would I still even be alive?
The first time I thought about this was when I was only 5. I was in Paris, and got lost. Eventually, I was found. But what if I wasn’t? Realistically I would, but still. What if I joined some other family? I would be in a completely different country, with a completely different upbringing. I’d know a completely different language, I’d have a different personality, family, friends, everything. I’d be a different person entirely. Yes, I’d look the same, but still.
Another thought is what if I had just went to a different school? I could have completely different friends, or just no friends at all. I could be smarter, or stupider.
One very important one I think about, though, is if I had never dated certain people. Shockingly, I have dated a good few girls and ALMOST dated a guy, but what if I never dated them? Would I be happier than I am now? Would my perspective on love and hatred be different? Also, I have experienced various situationships. What if they worked out? What if I asked out that one girl instead of being a complete idiot and waiting, and waiting, and waiting, until another guy asked her out. She truly did love me, and it was so obvious; saying goodnight to each other, telling one another that we loved each other and the list goes on.
I’m not really good at concluding things, but it always just shocks me how different my life could be with small changes.
