As a human we all face problems. I overthink life in many ways. I am bisexual and have not told anyone. I think about how it will make my life differnt in the future. Since we all have time to think about all of our problems my depression sucks me into a world of regret and my thoughts overtake my brain. I want to re-live my past and fix all of the stupid regrets and the problems that have messed up anything from friends to sexuality. I want to be straight. But im not. I wish my brain would choose a side. I can never decide that though. Every time I try and push my feelings away for the same gender, they always come back. I just need someone who will understand my problems because in the real world i cant find anyone. Only because im young and its rare to find a lgbt+ person. I just wish life had benefits.
there's actually many young lgbtq+ people out there; it's just a matter of finding them. online communities are a good start.
in terms of your depression, i'm sorry to hear that. i hope you can find something for both of these soon.
don't shy away from your identity, mate not sure if this comment is going to fall on deaf ears
