Sometimes all I want
Is to see the blood
It's some sort of haunt
But I love the crimson flood

As it pours out of me
Watching and burning
Lots of blood I see
It's a scary yearning

When I cry for my own pain
Blood pouring and I'm laughing
Cause I know I'm insane
And to me it's amusing

Wouldn't it be funny
To see how much I can bleed
Yeah, I know I'm crazy
I've no idea where this will lead

There's blood under my nails
From scratching my arm
I'm completely off the rails
But it won't do much harm

Bleeding is like a drug to me
It's bad but I always want more
When I bleed I feel happy
And it's really not that sore

I lust for my own blood
I don't know why or how
I know I should nip it in the bud
But I'm way past that stage now

I'm pretty sure I should be scared
But I'm not and I never will be
Before I would never have dared
But as I grow older I see

Not everything is black and white
Not everything is what it should be
In the darkness there isn't always a light
But all that doesn't bother me ..


I'm pretty sure this won't get featured because it's a bit visual or insane but it's always worth the constructive criticism if someone cares to read it properly (: