What happens when you love your best friend? Not sibling live, but DEEP in love?
What happens when you would do anything, GIVE anything to brush your fingers through their hair, kiss & hold them?
What if you got that 1 opportunity to show them just how deeply you feel, but you cannot because you choke on your words?
Do you give up? Do you continue to suffer? Agonize over what you cannot bring yourself to say aloud?
What if you sit there day after day, watching powerless as this one & that one continuously hurt them? Knowing you can do nothing but tell yourself how much better you would treat them.
What if....
What if you have no choice but to agonize over the knowledge that they do not feel the same about you & all you can do is go to sleep everynight, sobbing & praying that it will change soon, but suffering unimaginably because you know it will not?
I was going to do it as a poem, but coudn't get the lyrics quite right. I'm extremely critical with my poetry writing. I'm actually a huge perfectionist.