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I'll be by your side no matter what.
It's a promise I cannot break.
And I'll believe you, I will trust you,
If they all leave you, I will stay.
I have an announcement to make,
This girl has truly gone insane,
Her flaws are all that I will say,
Do not believe what she prays.
Another lamb to the slaughter,
Another friendship gone to waste.
Those rings meant nothing to me anyways,
All that I see is a demon in front of me.
I gave her a chance to change,
but why the hell should I wait?
They're telling me to hate her,
They're telling me to kill her
She needs some help,
but I cannot stay,
It pains me to do this but
I don't care about her anyways,
Their words are wise,
they tell me to abandon,
a reckless kid who needs nothing
but eternal wreckage.
I gotta trash talk you,
or they'll trash talk me,
Or they'll hate me.
I don't want them to hate me.
I have a place in this world,
I need a place to stay.
I'll sacrifice a girl,
just to save my own reputation.
I'd be by your side no matter what.
It was a promise I can't break.
And I believed you, I trusted you,
If they all leave you, I'll do the same.
A lonely child
lost to damnation,
They'll make sure that you're gone,
I'll make sure that you're gone,
And I'll believe you,
I won't trust you,
If they all leave you,
i'll go away.
You needed help
since day 1,
I was unable to help you,
and I still am.
I was put in a position
where i cannot say
anything to
make you feel better.
Their words are wise,
they tell me to abandon,
a reckless kid who needs nothing
but eternal wreckage.
I have a place in this world,
I need a place to stay.
I'll sacrifice a girl,
just to save my own reputation.
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"My only hope has abandoned me,
I cannot change,
I cannot change,
Though It's crazy to say, I still love her,
I cannot change-"
She will not change.
All her flaws are what
make her a bad person,
This means she's not a person,
This means she's just a hopeless
I don't want to be rude,
I don't mean to be disgusting,
but she deserves all the suffering,
she deserves all the hate.
All her flaws are what
make her a bad person.
This means she's not a person.
This means she's very hopeless.
I don't want to be rude,
I don't mean to be disgusting,
Does she deserve all the suffering?
And is she truly sorry?
All of her flaws are what
made her a bad person,
This means she's really just a,
Human just like you and me,
I didn't mean to be rude,
There's something i'm regretting,
She's got mental health problems
and I never comforted her in any way...
(All of my flaws are what
made me just some human,
This means I'm not a person,
I'm just here for attention.)
I didn't want to be bad
I didn't want to betray,
I didn't want to betray.
But I had to betray.
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This song is dedicated to my former online sister and now unfortunate enemy who I had wronged.
Dear Moch,
I'm sorry about how I acted towards you. I'm sorry for separating you and Frazzle. I'm sorry for drawing everything I drew. I'm sorry for having a crush on you. I'm sorry for being suicidal in stressful situations. I'm sorry for being a horrible online sister. I made you break the promise. I made you go against your wishes. And I made you believe someone who's nothing but a heartless monster who deserves nothing but eternal torture. You should have never trusted me. You should have never interacted with me. You should have never talked to a girl who was and is still going through a horrible phase in her life.
You don't have to forgive me. You can degrade me all you want. You can even come fly to the U.S.A and murder me. I don't care. I won't give any hints.
You were a fool to believe me. And I was a fool to get attached to you.
I'm sorry it had to end this way. I used to adore you.
By @ROSEBLOODSTONE
